All I have to do is keep my emotions out of it, out of my life. I have to be just cold and rational. Do you hear me? Can you hear me my heart? Stop messing with me. Stop sticking your nose where it doesn't belong. JUST STOP IT!! You're not welcome in my life! Just keep doing what you're supposed to be doing, 'cause you suck at doing anything else, you make a mess out of everything else.
You beat fast and hard, you get weak and vulnerable when you shouldn't. Your job is not to take in and feel emotions. Your job it's a simple, mindless, emotionless, cold pumping job. You're an engine. So stick to what engines do. PUMP not FEEL!!!!