SuperBlog 2011? Poate....

Stiu ca in ultima perioada am fost cam absenta. Din ce in ce mai mult.

Nu e vorba ca nu am inspiratie ci pur si simplu imi gasesc, se pare, cu greu cuvintele.
Asa ca.....voi privi concursul asta, ca pana la urma e un concurs, nu doar cu maxima seriozitate ci si ca pe o oportunitate sa gasesc, din nou, prin rafturi prafuite, niste cuvinte ratacite.
Despre ce e vorba? SuperBlog 2011 este un concurs in care fiecare participant trebuie sa isi puna la bataie creativitatea si "sarmul" pentru a convinge juriul ca merita premiul cel mare in valoare de 2500 USD sub forma de voucher pentru achizitionarea de produse marca ASUS din magazinul online http://www.oktal.ro/ .
Si pentru ca un laptop nu mi-ar strica de loc (chiar mi-ar prinde bine deoarece nu am unul :D) pentru ca in ultimul timp am fost mai tot timpul pe drumuri (asta fiind un alt motiv pentru care postarile s-au rarit) si pentru ca "incercarea moarte nu are" ma voi stradui sa il obtin.

Stiu ca va fi o competitie cu nume sonore din zona blogosferei romanesti, dar pentru ca important e sa participi le urez tuturor succes and may the best blogger win!!!

Favourite song of the day....

OCS - Oda (in Pta. Romana)



"Si ma prinde bine rolul sa stau toata ziua-n pat si s-astept cuminte clipa-n care tot se va schimba.."

Favourite song of the day....

De azi am sa incerc sa revin incet, incet pe blog si voi lansa si o categorie noua...."FAVOURITE SONG OF THE DAY"

Piesa de azi este Eminem - Space Bound

Back to basics

In a word of constant and rapid change all I want is to go back. Back to the things I know, back to the things I’m familiar with, back to basics.

And don’t think I want to go back because it was better, it was just different, I was different.

I wasn’t happier, I wasn’t better, but….I was different.
I was calm, serene, in peace with me and my life. I was fine….not good, but fine.

But…..YOU came along. I MET YOU, and YOU changed me!

I do not, under any circumstances, regret meeting YOU, it’s just that….sometimes….I hate how YOU changed me, not always…..but sometimes…..sometimes.

I was different and YOU…YOU changed me. I had closed myself in a little black box and I was fine. I was immune to all the crap out there, to all the feelings, to all of everything. I was stronger, bolder, fearless and colder (and I don’t mean that in a bad way), I was……fine, just fine.

YOU came along, YOU opened my box, YOU made me open up, and once I opened up to YOU, YOU took my little black box away and YOU shred it into little pieces….and now….

Now I’m out in a word I don’t like. I’m out, I am vulnerable, I am weak, I’m scared and damaged, I am all alone in the dark, I’m sensitive, I stumble and fall, I mess up (I have a tendency for screwing things up), I get to emotional, I get scared, I get nervous, I freak out for no good reason, I……. YOU turned me into this little scared and hopeless kid who I nor recognize, like or want!

I’ve told you the worst of me and tried to give YOU the best of me, because YOU don’t deserve any less.

But the truth is that in the past few months I smiled and laughed more than I did in the past few years and I felt more alive than I ever did and YOU are the only one to blame for that! I BLAME YOU!!!

It’s weird how YOU make me laugh and cry at the same time, how YOU know exactly what to say, when to say it and how to say it so I don’t and can’t stay mad at you.

But…..like all good things that come to an end……this…..this will end too 'cause you know that everything, somehow, in someway, eventually dies. And when that happens all I want is to go back.

I just want my little black box back ‘cause it’s been a long time since I felt this way.

Forget who I am, and let me try and get closer to YOU!

P.S.: I MISS YOU! I REALLY, REALLY DO! AND THE SAD THING IS THAT I KNOW I WILL MISS YOU EVEN MORE…….